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[05 Oct 2004|02:20pm] |
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ATREYU, THE BLED, AND THE USED. 15TH. I REALLY WANT TO GO!
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[24 Sep 2004|12:59pm] |
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ne more, it seems like no one cares, it seems like the love is gone, it seems like since i cant drive ne more, i get replaced. it seems like i am really easy to be replaced. it seems like, if i didn't call, you wouldn't either. once again it feels one sided.
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[14 Sep 2004|10:45pm] |
7 months
i love you crystal
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[02 Sep 2004|05:54am] |
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only one person can tell me why im up so FUCKING EARLY!
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[25 Aug 2004|01:39pm] |
here begins my story
on the day of mine and my babys 6th month anniversary, i had to go to a wedding
i got to see my family
but i mostly chilled w/ my cousin ado
then the next day, i left w/ my family, to spend a week in laughlin w/ my love
first day at the lake, crystal caught a cat fish named felix
i jumped a few cliffs
 
i tubed alot
i saw a shark jump through a ring that was on fire
i bungee jumped
and i dont have pictures of most exciting part, but you guys dont care ne wayz.
i had way to much fun. and that is the end of my story.
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[13 Aug 2004|11:59pm] |
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i have officially spent 6 months w/ the one i love. we have been through so many bad fuckin times, but so many fuckin good ones. i love you crystal
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[13 Aug 2004|12:07am] |
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im on the verge of making the nightmare stop.......
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[06 Aug 2004|10:55pm] |
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tonight i went and saw the little black book w/ crystal. and then hung out after wards. tonight was really fun for some reason. really really fun. it ended w/ one of those talks, but it seems to happen alot, so i dont even care. cause im glad we have those talks. i also found out that im an ass hole. everybody have a good time doing what you do best.......~shakey~
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[06 Aug 2004|08:34am] |
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how do people make their decisions. life fucking sucks......
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[03 Aug 2004|09:15am] |
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crystal gets to go to be an extra on the set of strong medecine today. i am SOOOOOO fuckin happy for her. now dont ask me why, but i am nervous, scared, and i have so many different things running through my mind right now. and then on top of all of that, i wont get to see her at all today. which hasn't happened in a few months.
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[31 Jul 2004|10:16pm] |
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ok.......
in an hour and 44 minuts, my license will be officially be suspended. some of you may be wondering..."why isn't he out driving and absorbing the time he has to drive"....well shakey fans....its because the only one i want to spend my time driving w/ isn't by my side tonight......i dont know what i am going to do.
i cant help but think, that not being able to drive, will make it to where i dont see her, make it to where she slowly forgets, makes it to where she starts to hang out w/ other guys to try and replace me, make it to where she replaces me the one who gave her a ride to school every morning, insted she will have some other guy give her a ride, w/ his new mustang 5.0, or find a guy w/ a nice truck to drive her to school...but then i think to myself....if she loves me even half as much as i love her, she will wait for me, and not see ANY other guys, not have ANY other guys give her a ride to school, seeing as how she lives right down the street from her school....i have never been afraid of losing someone...if i lose her...i lose myself.
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[30 Jul 2004|10:26pm] |
xfoReverxNxl0vex: wat sexy matt do tonight?
xfoReverxNxl0vex: :-*
ReturnOfShakey: sexy matt was with his sexy girlfriend
xfoReverxNxl0vex: why wasnt he wit sexy malorie
xfoReverxNxl0vex: jkjkjkjkjkjk
xfoReverxNxl0vex: ew jk
ReturnOfShakey: because he doesn't know a sexy malorie
xfoReverxNxl0vex: lol fuck u
xfoReverxNxl0vex: hha
xfoReverxNxl0vex: jk
...........so dumb
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[25 Jul 2004|02:53pm] |
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ok ok, so i am finally updating.
my computer has been REALLY shitty lately, and the internet wouldn't even come up. so how could i have possibly updated?...exactly.
well....on the 15th me and my baby are leaving for laughlin for a week, and its going to be pimp. not leaving her hand for a week is gonna make me sooooooo fuckin happy.
starting august, i am getting my license suspended.
2nd day of august, is when build day starts on the 6" lift for my truck!!!
thats right truck fans, matts gonna have a sexy ass truck.
also, me and crystal just recently hit 5 months. soon to be 6. i cant fuckin wait.
but any ways, the only thing good coming out of my life, besides crystal, is my band. i was surprised to hear that the other guitarist, the bassist, and the drummer(i think), went to a party on friday, and everyone there knew who we were, and we havn't even played a show. so that is a good thing. for all of you who dont know. our band is sleep under fire. its fuckin hardcore. if you like avenged sevenfold, you will like us. NE WAYZ.
thats it. have a good summer biatches
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[01 Jul 2004|11:08pm] |
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avenged sevenfold - unholy confessions <3 |
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yea yea. everyone try it. copy the text, and paste it as a post. i want to see what everyone gets and shit.
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[27 Jun 2004|08:43pm] |
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i slept all day today. cause it hurt to much to stay awake
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[21 Jun 2004|10:25pm] |
my chest hurts.......
tell me a joke. cheer me up please
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[15 Jun 2004|02:50pm] |
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once i think things couldn't get any better, when i think that i am the happiest man alive.......i screw it up. can anyone tell me why?
i had a good 2-3 weeks of great, uncontrolable happiness, and now its gone.
i dont know why i cant think ahead.
i dont know why i cant learn.
i dont know why i cant just be perfect.
i want to be everything she has ever wanted.
i want to be the one that never makes her upset.
i want to be the one she calls when she stubs her toe.
i want to be the person that you always see w/ her.
why cant i be perfect.........
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[12 Jun 2004|05:16pm] |
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i have never been so tempted to smoke a bowl. but i have
never had a reason not too.....my life..in the past 5-6
months, has been the shitiest, but the happiest time of
my entier life.
i can only be thankful for the bad times, cause in order
to have bad times, there had to have been some good times
.......thank you...for everything...thanx for helping me
to stay clean. thanx for helping me stay focused in
school. w/out you, i would have been spending my money
on weed, and probably living somewhere else cause my
parents would have already kicked me out. i love you more
than life it self.
everyone fuckin post or ill fuckin bitch slap you!!
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[03 Jun 2004|11:51am] |
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if you had one wish........
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[28 May 2004|11:53pm] |
as many of you might know, hasn't been the best week......but ive got a joke.
so there is a bar on the 33rd floor of this building, where two men are talking about there careers, one man says "why yes im an engineer, i created the design for this building, and what is so unique is that the way the wind blows around my building, if you stand outside the window, you will float." the other man says "there is no possible way" "wanna bet 50 bucks" "thats a deal". so the man walked and opened the window and stood outside and flooted in thin air, the man collects his money and says to the man "why dont you try" the man walks outside the window and falls 33 floors to his death. the other man walks to the window and closes it and sits back down at the bar. the bartender turns to him and says "you know you can be a real ass hole superman".
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